Emptiness

it has been quite sometime since i wrote anything here,

now lets see what to write about aye?

lets see what happened this past few days..

nothing great at all!!!

life is pretty miserable with all the things going around..

being discriminated and humiliated in life so badly is not a nice thing to go through..

talking something not nice about the deceased one is not something someone should do!

getting screwed from all side..

wow!

sometimes, god is just unfair to all of us right?

is it a test??

oh come on, for 21 years i have been living in this world,

i think i deserve a break from all His tests,

receiving a message early in the morning that didn't sound quite nice at all

yes it hurt me!

thought that day would get better after that, but nah..it DID NOT!

being called bastard child even after i warned him not to do so!

its really not nice and disrespectful to say something about the deceased one aight fellas,

oh come on, suck it in and move??

everyone has a limit to suck in and move and aight..

when i do that, people take me for granted and lie to me?

make a fool out of me!

think that i am stupid,

well actually i am not..

i can see what you are doing..

i seriously can...

never take my patience, or kindness or anything for granted

because i have a limit too!

i am not going to blame anything or anyone!

lost my trust on everyone!

oh yeah, to all the doctors out there, dun think that you are hell of a great yeah

whats the point of you being called doctor, but acting like a child!

so immature of you aight!

sigh, i wish i could just talk this out to someone!

writing ain't the same as talking..

~rolling stone~